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Kiseki  today...nothing really happened excepted for the fact that i felt unwanted again! i'm so quiet but when i try to say something, it seems that i'm just talking to a brick wall. hmmm...anyone who is reading this, i want you to know that in my journal i will be talking about how emotionally unstable i am. it's just one way to get my emotions out so i won't explode from keeping them in. what's really sad is that i haven't hung out with friends ever since the 4th grade. That sucks!...i feel unwanted. i may hang out with friends at school but to me its not the same. school to me is like a work place. no time for fun. anyways,...i wonder if my friends really like to be around me and talk to me. ...i've got ideas on the reason why peeps may not like to talk to me. 1.My voice is low and at times can sound dull. 2.When they look into my eyes, they see something scary that i don't know about myself. 3.I look like a guygirl. 4.I'm short. 5.Wakaranai. ...i get so many strange looks that freak me out so much. duuuude...i need help. Today one of my friends stared at me so long like i scare her or something. ...i'm a giver and i dislike that. i give and i give but it seems like i dont get anything back...nobody ever notices me. silent people need attention too!!! i need to start driving so i can just get away. *sighs* i'm done for the day... Current mood:  lonely.Current music: BoA~Gift. |
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